Acts of Kindness

Yesterday was an amazing day! I literally spent all day hugging people for humanpuppet’s first act of kindness! Then I got some people to skip with me, got a call from channel 12 about dance party Friday, was contacted by a few more camera dudes who want to help with the project, was on the radio, met a beautiful girl in the Cincinnati Public library, and ended up dancing with a bunch of jews on fountain square to jew rap! I even did a front flip in my pumpkin suit! It’s days like yesterday that power me, that give me hope and faith in my project. Though things get hard, the feeling of everything going right is just amazing!

Today I have a meeting with one of the camera guys to throw some ideas around. I really want to start flaunting the local talent downtown! The course of the meeting is going to be about showing off the real talent at scpa, NOT ALL THE RUBBISH MTV is calling a reality show!

Then later this evening I’m going out to meet up with said beautiful girl! I’m really excited, I saw her sitting down writing a paper and though she was cute. Literally ended up having a three hour long conversation with her. Yesterday just went by really fast, I wish the days spent beating my head up against a concrete wall went that quick!

I ask that you all keep the suggesstions coming and keep helping the fan page out! Eventually my dance with Ellen will be a reality. Like any other great accomplishment we all must have faith in ourselves! We must make it a point to shy away from the negative and find joy and humor even in the worst of times. I’m so excited right now, potential is just bursting all over the place!

B-Cards

Advertising is just like flirting! If you want to find someone you got to make it a point to put yourself out there! That is what I did today! This morning I got up and wrote www.humanpuppet.com (probably a thousand times) on the back of some scrap paper. I then cut all the paper into strips and now I have environmentally friendly business cards. After that I watched “The Ellen Show”. I pictured myself dancing next to her, threw my hands up in the air, and screamed! I just know it’s going to be amazing to dance with her.

Then I thought about my Ellen song I’m working on, then about my ex-girlfriend Miss Serene Rivers and how great she sounds on my track. Then I got sad because she lost faith in me and my project. It’s so frustrating taking on a project like this. But it’s also amazing! Whenever I start to get discouraged and think about all the people who make fun of me I just envision the thrill of finally pulling it off. I get this overwhelming feeling of peace when I picture the day I’m standing next to Ellen. The joy of being able to say I told you I could do it! I told you that with enough confidence and determination greatness can be captured. That’s what keeps me going, that idea that one day I’ll capture a dream, one day I’ll dance with Ellen DeGeneres, one day I’ll be a role model who can speak from experience when I inspire people. No matter how difficult, tedious, and down I may get on myself when things don’t work my way, I have to keep the vision.

So after dancing in front of the TV for a bit I ate lunch with my dad! Another frustrating experience. I know he loves and supports me, but he thinks my project is weird!

I had a meeting today with ITOLDUSO! That was pretty cool! Nothing makes me happier than talking with other young people who are taking charge of their own lives, doing things their way! The meeting went well and I headed out to inktank and chatted up with an artist friend of mine who is drawing me a picture of an Angel Ellen! (GOIN TO BE BAD ASS!) I then walked around Cincinnati handing out my eco-friendly b-cards!

While at inktank my friend Jai All Day who is the founder of Cincinnati’s Conscience ran around (and stole) my red feathered boa! Just something about being around her makes me happy! It gives me faith in the city, lets me know that it’s ok to be different, ok to be ambitious, and cool to laugh at jokes about cannibalism.

With that I leave you all with a question…

“Is it abnormal to be happy your not normal?”