US Be Not We…

US Be Not We…

Is it fate?  Is it the result of anarchy’s internal mate? 
Pick a place in the world and watch as we decimate all we create.
Watch a butterfly flutter by and watch as its wings crumble and die.
A worm on a hook unknowingly flails as it fails to escape what others took.
Watch as we slash and burn, setting fire to the future book by book.
A world set to boil and cook in a self made hell derived from those who fell from heavens grace.
What a wonderful taste we leave behind as this race spews our detrimental mace.
Look as we erupt in fire via our greed’s relentless refusal to tire.
Decisions of haste to save face.

A flowers majesty, a mighty tower, we thoughtlessly cut hour after hour.
Ever encompassing fires draw near as our hearts burn more desires.
Passion, compassion, fleeting ambition… 
Turmoil and hate dictate our fate as malice and pride continue their date.
Why is it we fear to hold others dear? 
Us be not we for we in value are a strongly rooted tree.  Firmly planted, stuck in the ground, hiding our roots not to be found.  A tree trapped by our senescent tissue, unwilling to bend amidst the issue. 
An oncogene aggressive and mean. 

Value enveloped in exploitation.
Happiness via poor resource preservation?
Let us not waste an others life to ail our endless strife.
May we choose to be right despite our endless plight.
Pray we can be better than to prey on another life.
Entropy shall win, that is our end, unless we change failure is our chosen whim.

I wouldn’t be so cocky if I wasn’t so damn good ;)

I wouldn’t be so cocky if I wasn’t so damn good ;)

 People tell me to get of my high horse, tell me to bring it down a notch, and I’m like, “NO!”

First off, I don’t ride no damn horse! Please! Horse, LOL! I got myself a dragon! When I’m feelin’ extra flavorful, I pull out my Tyrannosaurus Rex! Get on my level!

 

 I’m not one to argue in favor of hubris. Being to proud is dangerous, for it blinds you. I’m amazing because my friends, my supporters, my mom, and countless other people look up to me and believe in me! One does not accomplish any great task in life on their own! We are all dependant on the support and love of others in countless ways! All accomplishments result from a foundation put together by many faces.

 In one sense, all of human society can be compared to a coral reef! Each culture a different colonial polyp adding to the diversity and richness that is the overall reef! Coral reefs thrive in nutrient deprived water, yet they are the most diverse environment on the planet. Biology lesson and comparisons to rain forest’s and the methodology of intermediate disturbance factors aside, accomplishments within all aspects of human culture only diversify via nutrient development by the countless groups working together, to produce an environment favorable for life. In simpler terms, if lots of people bring their little bit to the table, then those little bits add up and make for a creative environment lush with countless capability!

 The point of this being, that if your sure of yourself, don’t let people hold you back! Don’t let their insecurity bring you off your high horse, or dragon! Offer them the opportunity to work with you towards the top, but never give in and let them bring you down! Some people just don’t understand where your headed. Some people can’t and/or choose not to see or think beyond the given moment. They are not the ones we set out to do great things for. We do great things because we want to, because we can, because we have decided our own destiny!

 Until you love what you do, until your proud of what you do, until the day comes you can look at yourself and say, ”YA, I chased my dream with everything I had and I’m not stopping until I reach it!”  Until that day comes, your only living a shadow of yourself!

ASPIRE TO INSPIRE! For when you accomplish your goals, it encourages other people to step up and take the challenge for themselves!

THINKING

I lay in my bed and tears run down my face, all I can do is lie to myself that this is the way life is.  I see so many people who just are not happy.  I don’t understand it, is it really that hard to be happy?  I learned a long time ago that I can’t let life get to me!  You can’t take things personal, even when you clearly know the intent behind them was directed as such.
I love my parade, I wish more people made it a point to think in a similar fashion.  I don’t think life was meant to be lived sad, I don’t think we really were meant to live on the grind.
 
With each passing second potential drops through the hour glass, one piece of sand at a time.  That is a second we will never get back to enjoy.  I think that we were meant to be happy.  I think we were meant to laugh and smile and feel loved.
 
Most the issues that come our way, they really are not issues.  Most of our concerns, why do we waste our time?
 
Why do we make it a point to attack people who walk through life in a different matter than the rest?  Why is a person who decides to walk down the street in a pumpkin suit strange?  What is wrong with a pumpkin suit?  If someone made a pumpkin suit, should it not be worn?  Who decides that wearing a pumpkin suit is abnormal?  Who decided that normal was keeping all your emotions bottled up, that everyone has it all together?  I know that isn’t the case!
 
What is wrong with simply screaming at the top of our lungs that LIFE is good?  If life is not good, why can’t we walk down the side of the street and say LIFE SUCKS, to everyone?  Why is it that a homeless man on the side of the street sits down and cries bc he can’t remember the last time someone asked him how he was doing?
Spongebob square pants never seems to be upset.  Is it because he is oblivious to the world?
Little kids never seem upset, sure they may throw a tantrum once in a while, but whenever I’m out and about, I can almost always count on seeing some cute little kid showing off their teeth, or lack of teeth?
 
When do we become concerned with how other people perceive us?  My brother, sister, and father all call me a queer!  All the time, out of the blue I hear “FAG!”  This because I happen to be wearing sparkle pants or bracelets?  Why does that make me a fag?  Why should I let it get to me?  What does someone gain from insulting another person?  Personally whenever someone calls me gay I just assume their jealous of my SWAG!
 
Why is it so hard for people to be nice?  Is it because conflict results in growth?  Is it because peace is boring?  At what cost, at what sacrifice do we decide it cool to let things go on a given path?
 
All I know is that these questions and countless others will continue to exist!  The only way to solve them, to understand them, to get a true grasp on the arguments and power interplays which reside in our lives is to explore them!  Never be afraid to walk through unknown territory, never be afraid to ask a question, and never be afraid to stand up for that which you feel is right, even if ur totally wrong!

Click-Clock, Tick-Tock, Down the Drain we all go!

Click-Clock, Tick-Tock, Down the Drain we all go!

Motivation kills my body, as I try to be somebody!
weaker I grow, the realizations of what I know,
becoming evermore clear.
Alone, forgotten, a figment I fear.
the end becomes evermore near.
I waste time, letting it pass, a solid diffusing into a gas.
Intangible, inaudible, this is the way of my pounding mind.
This is not right, love unkind?
Time ticks on away, glittering by, I can’t make it stay, as it twitters away.
I’ve lost the joy in evolutions grand toy.

Environment lacking, no stimulation,

becoming content with not knowing,
a rich reservoir now no trickle flowing.
My aura burns, once bright and glowing,
crystal waters becoming dark as i fixate on my mark.
Endless direction, my thoughts hurt.
Can’t bare the pain of a chromosomal stain.
Life offers endless gain,
so much freedom, pleomorphic space. 
Adventure is what i must taste.
Patience a virtue for the ignorant, time clicks right on by as we mope and cry.
Make haste, let us taste, leave and go.  Cut the ground, bring the walls down, allow the trickle to flow.
eventually we hope, given enough cocky gloat, something amazing like a moat, will be built to take us to our magic boat.
Fly away, night passes into day!  Please be gone pain inside.  Bring me hope to confide, bring me a high tide.
Life don’t run, life don’t hide!
Help me grow feathers; help me glide.

Reason of Change (A short story about a mouse!)

Reason of Change (A short story about a mouse!)

Forest Thomer

There once was a group of mice, that lived in a house for generations thrice.

And of these mice, there was one young fellow, who often bellowed, “I’m sleek, cool, and fast, a powerful body of mass, who like the ocean’s torrents, and the wind’s currents, am capable of any feat, no matter how great or meek.”

Because of such boisterous words, he was often ignored. Nonetheless he continued making, such remarks at the others detest. Until one mouse exclaimed a bet, which would allow his words to be met.

So the young mouse, being as he was accepted the wager. Never truly understanding the danger. In order for the wager to be won, he had to fetch that night’s dinner, while not alerting anyone.

So he decided to undertake during the night’s mask. Taking comfort in the fact he was assigned this task. During the shadows casting, he committed to the others asking. Scurrying he did, believing himself to be big. Running about, never developing a sense of doubt. While puffing his chest out, he came upon the route, that would take him to his goal. Though such a way was very bold.

You see, between him and his family’s feed, existed an obstacle that created a sense of urgency. There lay next to the cabinet door, a dog, a cat, and a boar.

Suddenly he could not go through, due to the fear that brewed. How could a little mouse, continue on without getting trounced.

He thought of his words, and began to feel absurd. He had made all kinds of accusations. Now his mind twirled with desperation. If he went back he’d be a failure, if he were to act, it was possible his body would no longer labor. So he swallowed the pain in his stomach. He swallowed his pride, felt as if he died. He decided to escape, but in the haste, in a child’s cry, came the words “My, My, My Mommy, Daddy look next to the door, across from my toy boar hides a fuzzy mouse.”

“A mouse in the house? This can not be”, exclaimed his Mother. “A mouse in the house? Don’t let it escape”, says his father. So with a jolt to the bathroom the father seized, a tool of reckoning, which would appease, ALL mortal man’s deepest desire. The ability to control life is what we aspire.

The poor little mouse felt cold, as the story of his life began to unfold. What happened to the mouse one may ask. Well, he collapsed. In a state of fear he began to think of those held dear. And realized, he idolized, Only himself.

He began to question, the reason for this suggestion. Was it because of what he say, pushing others away. He was going to die alone. His hopes and dreams never to again be phoned.

He was going to die forgotten and humiliated, because he did not practice humility when he communicated.

What was his purpose, if his actions would never surface, Again?

As the plunger came crashing down, he grabbed hold of the ground. Moving himself due to a strange vibe, which supplied drive. For the thought of surviving, was very energizing. But more true to himself, he could not allow his existence to retain only within itself. True heroes’ stories are told, for all to behold. True heroes act. They do not talk, in-fact, they never disappear. Because others will encourage their actions to reappear.

He dodged attacks of three. And escaped to safety, while telling his old self-bye. Then he began to cry. But in that moment, appeared hopes atonement. A cracker he detected, his reputation protected. He returned to his dorm, but his soul appeared in a new form. He had realized his flaw and answered the call.

Upon his arrival there was a feast. And eventually he began to win friends, due to the fact his ego was no longer a beast. And in due time this came with a price, for he formed many more generations of mice. Each telling a story of a mouse that changed, Demonstrating forever how personality is gauged.

MOMMY

MOMMY

Forest Thomer

 

The wind breaks and dust begins to settle, because of you I’m malleable like metal. Road block after road block you knock, guiding me since I was a member of the storks flock. Found me hidden in a cabbage patch, brought that egg home and watched it hatch, unfortunate for you becoming attached. Like an alligator floating with mouth full, you’ll always be there to duel, directing your baby rex up the path to rule Protecting me with a deadly smile, ripping off the limbs of those in denial, pushing me trial after trial, bellowing at me if I tire, encouraging my wings to lift me higher. You are the megalodon, with dorsal fin breaking wave at dawn, the Tyrannosaurus guarding the lawn, a viral epidemic, systemic; bird flue,HIV, Ebola pandemic, changing the fate and the stake of populations who succumb to your wake. Directing within the entwined give and take, even at the cost of altruistic ache, these are the gifts you dictate, this is what you make! Potentials majesty enveloped within, I’ll always defend, to extinctions end. You are my mom, the alpha I love, at winds recession my fluttering dove.

C is for Creation

C is for creation
Forest Thomer
I walk down the street and see countless souls worthwhile to meet, some of defeat, and others whose very existence seems an ironic feat.
A little girl cries bye teacher, bye, bye, bye teacher and in less than five she’ll scream die teacher, die, die, die teacher
unless we reach her!
I walk into a school and see no sombering tomb, but a fruitful womb that may be cast into darkness due to our wondering gloom.
A sprout of grass erupts from the pavement, a statement to wilder times filled with more universal violence, now long since a broken silence.
There is no past, wiped away by wind eroding each day away to the end. Like a crackled rhyme laughing as many hold onto a time that will never stay, forcing current issues within our grasp to tend, making us question the ideas we defend.
A conscience enclosed within a macrocosom built upon each foundations capability to lend, and then the ability of the small not to constrain the larger whole from falling within.
Creation is an uncontrollable result of survival, despite such denial, each day that passes, floating away like gasses, with our choice or fates own rejoice creation occurs. Until we choose the way the road shall lay, we our but “victims” in a game quite untamed. Create, create, create, create, for that is the only way to dictate our fate, otherwise the lies of past and future glory make us late in this state so gory.

RISSI PALMER, GUN SHOTS, GAY MEN, ANGRY CAMERA GUY

To say the least, my life is FUCKING crazy!  I’m not even a super star yet, still peddling my way around downtown Cincinnati, and somehow cool shit goes on!

 

Yesterday I was looking for some hot black girl pictures to use as my Facebook profile pic!  Just for fun!  (On a side note, never put pictures of hot women as your FB profile pic unless you want 10,000 friend request from creepy men telling you how hot you are!)  It’s actually weirder than when you get friend request from men who tell you your hot when they see that your a dude LOL!  Anyway, as I was going through the pictures one of them really caught my eye.  As much as I’d like to say otherwise, I’m a sucker for natural hair on a cute black girl!  I don’t know if it’s bc of my ex or what, I just love natural hair.  (It is so soft and cuddly!  The little spring-like hairs that fall out when a girl takes a shower at my place even brings a smile to my face.  Creepy or not, I love natural hair!)  Anyway, I found this pic of a girl and posted it to a few of my friends pages saying whoever this girl is I love her.  This is what I picture my wife looking like one day!  (Obviously more than looks go into a relationship, but that’s just the image I imagine!)  Anyways, I sign into my twitter account and am checking out my followers, one of them turns out to look like this hot girl I was joking with my friends about!  I type her name into google and the pic I was drooling over, it turns out to be her, Rissi Palmer, a country music star!  OMG is that fucking weird or what?  So long story short a girl who popped up under a google search for hot black chicks ended up being one of my twitter followers, and to top things off she is a country music star!  NOW THAT IS THE SHIT!  That if nothing else is the epiphany of my life!  It’s weird just how many little and big surprises are left in our life!  It’s bc of moments like this that I realize, hell ya!  I’m going to do some amazing things and I’m going to have tons of fun!  If anyone is feeling down on their luck, remember that you never know what tomorrow is going to bring!  If your feeling really down, watch midget porn LOL

 

Last weekend I went to two wild parties!  One was a huge club event that was just starting to pick up!  Then out of the blue a fight broke out, some girl got her ankle broken, and the fight moves its way outside!  I figure I might want to leave!   I walk outside… gun shots, so I’m like THATS really cool, and go back inside!  Needless to say that was one of the few times I’m going to have to say that my grandma told me so!  I’ve been to many parties full of white people and the only time gun shots were going off was when people were drunk, shooting at targets!  LOL!  But damn, grandma, the girls doing their twirk thing totally made up for potentially being shot LOL!  I wish my grandma would date a black girl….

Oh damn, every race is fucked, LOL!

 

As soon as I left I got some creepy phone call from a dude who wants to sleep with me?  (Gay men think I’m the shit, as they should)  I love ya gay men, but I don’t ride that ride!  FEEL FREE TO THINK ABOUT IT THOUGH!  :)

The next day I go to a my friend Jai’s 4oth B-Day party down at inktank!  It was hands down the coolest party EVER!  We had live art, live music, a cool homeless guy who started a fire w/wet wood, which resulted in 8 fire trucks coming down!  Shit, some psycho dude flipped out and there was free hand massages!  It was a great evening filled with love and positive energy!

It was the most bomb-diggity party in the world!  I love ya Jai, Happy B-Day! 

 

www.humanpuppet.com just got its Ellen Song mastered!  YAY!  We just had a new chicken video posted on youtube.  Sadly my cameraman is mad at me and holding the footage hostage!  Oh well, I LOVE YOU DUDE, hopefully we can work everything out!  If not, I wish you luck! 

 Until next time, PEACE MY FRIENDS!  I love you all like my cat Tuck!

JOB SEARCH

Today I walked around giving away beer to people who just looked like they needed a beer! Afterwards I walked all through the city of Cincinnati asking everyone I saw if they knew where I might be able to get a job! It was a sad afternoon, most people laughed like I was telling a joke! I sat down and interviewed some people w/cardboard signs! No family, no job, no nothing! I reflect on the idea that in reality were all puppets in life. It’s hard for us to pull our own strings, but until we do, what value does our life reside?

I felt really depressed, it’s sad! My problems are nowhere near the capacity of other people! I’d just like to be more independant, be able to take a girl I like out to dinner, be able to treat the people I care and love the way they deserve! Never to be the guy (again) who can’t buy flowers for a girl I love! But at least I have family!

Though my family may be FUCKED-UP, I always know I have them! Though we may fight over trivial ignorance, I still know that when the chips are down they will be by my side and behind me! I can’t imagine sitting on the side of the road all day w/the knowledge nobody is missing me. I can’t imagine how that would feel. It’s nice to be missed. I could never imagine myself a man pleading someone to stay and talk with me longer, bc I’m completely alone in a city filled with people walking by.

PARTY TONIGHT, LET US HOPE A HOT and SMART CHICK COMES MY WAY! Maybe Ellen Herself might walk on by?  That’s the beauty of life, as long as your alive you never know what blessing might come your way!  That is why you don’t give up.  That mentality is what drives me.  I just know that I’ll find a way to make it happen, because I refuse to allow any other development to result. 

I’m out, I need to walk down the side of the road and scream cause I really don’t want to cry!

Environment is what you choose it to be!

Upon the first time I set foot in OTR I witnessed an environment filled with a plethora of potential. Growing up across the river, a member of the other side, my life has been filled with explanations of terrible atrocities associated with OTR. A place filled with gang violence, drug addicts, homeless people, disease, a real life dodge city in comparison to the pleasant peaceful bliss of my slowly dissolving country roots. Throughout my life OTR has been a place describe to me in a fashion only comparable to that of a war-zone. A place to be avoided like the agonizing fires of hell. A place full of degenerate people who offer nothing more to civilized society than bodies in our jails and fear to our souls. I remember a time when I felt uncomfortable driving down the streets with my doors unlocked. I remember a time when walking the streets, let alone interacting with members of the community, appeared mentally as suicide. But the first time I crossed into the streets of OTR; terrible, horrific, disgusting, vile, and other such like minded descriptive prose was not the picture painted for me.

For a good portion of my life the mentality of my home community has been to avoid problem areas instead of embracing them. Despite any of the negative connotations associated with OTR, a beautiful array of culture exist. Like an intricate experiment on the Galapagos islands, OTR is a place of beauty and aw. Though it’s landscapes may be harsh to some, it truly is a place where only the strong survive. It’s culture, a totally chance melting pot is a blend of the highly wealthy and the poorest of the poor. It is a place where interaction amongst crack heads and businessmen on the verge of incomprehensible venture collide. It is a place where countless niches may arise or fall given the slightest whim by the powers at be. OTR has a culture all it’s own and as such has the potential to produce talent the world has never seen. OTR has all the ingredients, all the diversity, and all the capacity to harbor and generate individuals who can turn the world anyway it desires if for no other reason than the conversation generated by countless polarized logic!

OTR is a world stuck in transition. If ecology teaches us anything, it is that when environments are thrown into chaos nature develops creative solutions. Flowering plants, flying mammals, multicellular organisms forever stuck in countless symbiotic relationships necessary for survival. If history teaches us anything it is that man has the capacity to alter it’s environment in ways that not even we can fully understand the repercussions. The point I’m making is that chaos gives rise to creativity and humans alter their environments based off creative processes. These alterations can may result in good or bad, however you define that.

What I, what we seek is a face, a name, an entity, a voice that can help us harbor the resources necessary to develop the true underground and raw talent OTR offers. To help direct the creative processes of our relatively unknown polished eyesore in a manner that appreciates us for us. An individual who has the type of social pull capable of catching the eye’s of other like people to help us build a community center that is a positive agent of change. A person who can bring the right kind of soil necessary to grow our rose. A person like Bootsy Collins.

Right now we have a gifted community that will only continue to be ostracised as bearers of useless talents, unless a person with real status steps up and leads us.