Human Puppet

 

 

On a strange and interesting twist, while out and about I ran into Serene Rivers!  For those of you who are not aware, she is the very talented women who helped make the Ellen song possible!  If you’ve heard the song, odds are if you’re reading this you have, she’s the girl who brought the whole project together!  To those of you who aren’t aware, she also happens to be my ex girlfriend, probably the only women in the world to truly break my heart, and hands down one of the coolest people I’ve ever had the pleasure of crossing paths with.  I was very pleased to learn that she too is also pursuing her dreams and spiritual aspirations by literally up and moving to LA!  Apparently she is leaving next week!  I truly do wish her the best of luck and happiness in her countless pursuits!  Secretly between you and I, it was really cool running into her again!  I’m very pleased that some force in the universe granted me the ability to see her before she left.  Why that is, who knows?  But to literally be standing there in my cowboy hat, T-Rex chain, and lookin like my normal gorgeous self, as all the girls keep emphasizing here as of late, really made me feel good!   

 

Something about running into her forced me to reflect on all the experiences that have happened in my life since the second time she dumped me LOL!  Excluding the really cool Zimbabwe girl I just met, with a so very sexy British accent, and my Smibbit of months ago, and the other random girls here and there, I’m no longer the same person I use to be!  Since my last bout of heart ache concerning this particular women, I’ve grown in tremendous ways!  For starters, I can officially say that I’ve helped someone else live out their dream!  I can say that I’ve been on CNN, was a finalist for Big Brother 12, literally was a phone call away from being on national TV, finally laid eyes upon one of the greatest creatures ever to walk the earth, Sue the T-Rex!  I did the Ellen dance at the Chicago theater, I’ve made great advancements in the development of my site!  I’ve made so many cool friends and learned the importance of staying focused!  To literally be able to tell people that I was on the radio discussing my mission, to say that I’ve shaken the hand of Mr. Ebert, to be able to say that I’ve done my Ellen dance with thousands of people, and have rediscovered the courage to refuse to accept cultural social constraints from preventing me from pursing my passions, is ridiculously empowering!  The things that have already happened to me and the many cool things that will have become concrete in some manner.  I’m no longer a man with a dream!  I’m a man with a dream who has vested interest and support from numerous individuals within his community!  I can’t even begin to verbalize the way this girl effected and affected my life!  Because of this I truly can say that I’ve been in love, that I’ll always be in love to a certain degree!  The impact of the breakup was something I don’t care to discuss to much to risk looking like a cry baby bitch as my Smibbit would say, but to be able to stand there and realize that I’m still standing!  That life goes on!  That great things have happened to me in a short period of time only helped me recognize how resilient I truly am!  As much as I’ve been sulking these past few days about not being on CBS, I know other opportunities will come!  Other opportunities will come because I made the first ones come along!  I am resilient, I am strong, I’m focused, and I have faith in my own capabilities to keep the momentum goin strong!  To literally be standing there and talking to a girl I had so much of myself invested in and not be phased by it, that is how I know I will overcome any and all pit falls along my Ellen journey!  I have dreams, I have ambition, I have love, and I have enough compassion and courage to change the world!  Love, ambition, and a dream are all that it takes to truly make the world ours!  

 

I am Forest Thomer!  I’m the Self Proclaimed Midwest General in the fight for Ellen world domination!  To some I’m the Ellen guy!  To others I’m that guy!  To many I’m sexy, to a few creepy!  But at the end of the day I know what I’m made of!  I’m going to do great things!  I’m going to help people!  I’m going to make my own heaven on Earth!  I will forever aspire to inspire!  I will not lose focus!  I will not give into the negative and I will always seek to find the benefit of the situation at hand!  I’m Forest Thomer and I know what I’m made of!  If you’re reading this, I wish you much luck and prosperity!  But I can truly say with confidence in these words, whatever spell you had on me has been broken!